leavin tomorrow for europe.. haven't finished packing.. its supposed to be uber cold... crap.. gonna miss out on a lot.. gon miss everyone..

have you ever felt like you were bein controlled? it sucks.. like everythin you do has to be planned... i like bein spontaneous! i don't like bein told what to do.. its such a pain in the neck.. --sigh--
just had to say that whew... haha... man.. so need a vacation from all this crap.. i know we just got back to school from the holidays but that wasn't what i'd call a vacation.. i mean, the stress, the fights, the missing people.. it just didn't feel right.. sooo have ter go to the beach!

hallow you guys! hehehe.. i have internet again! after a gazillion years!! woo--hoo!!! raise the roof -- raise the roof-- hahaha... just bored..

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a very delayed happy holidays guys!! hehe, hope you guys had a wonderful time!!

internet's busted... arggh... this sucks...